| Panic on the Streets of Birmingham |
[May. 6th, 2009|05:19 pm] |
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my head hurts and im embarrassed
:(
im gona take somehting and study prolly |
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| aslkdjfl; |
[Apr. 24th, 2009|04:37 am] |
Haven't updated in a while- I guess tech class is the place to do it
Things have been more than hectic, I'm tired but enjoying life.
I really want it to get warm soon. This summer I'm taking the plunge and knotting my hair at RISD, probably won't ask my parents which may be a bad thing but ohhh welllll.
Mr. Ruscito keeps this room freezin', my teeth are practically chattering.
five minutes til my lunch starts- sweet deal.
I can't wait til prom! |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2009|02:53 am] |
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| | Rage!: Chromeo | ] |
HAIIIIIIIIII
Eees Ohmos' tree in da mo'nin
yoo no wehhr ur kidz aht?
Ei dooooo
I'm very tired
But I'm hangin' with my cousin
I HAD A STAPLE LOGGED IN MY THROAT EARLIER OH MY GOD!
more on dat shyt later
I'm over tired |
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| I'm setting an unrealistic goal |
[Jan. 27th, 2009|09:35 pm] |
Or am I?
I, Caitlin Marie Cannon, will complete a triathlon before next time this year.
Call me crazy but I just want to accomplish something amazing
Well, amazing to me.
Maybe I'll ask Bouchard for some races I could get ready for |
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| Prayers for Bobby |
[Jan. 25th, 2009|08:28 pm] |
THIS MOVIE IS SO SAD!
The worst is that like, it's true.
I really hate the perceptions folks have on homosexual people. Being gay doesn't mean anything about like WHO you are. Loving someone doesn't mean anything more than Just loving them.
Fuck this bitch mom haha.
I saw a little clip from Ellen about some little boy who had asked another little boy to be his valentine. The boy killed him for being gay.
People are horrible sometimes. |
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| Its high time the weather was under me |
[Jan. 19th, 2009|02:30 am] |
I have this irrational fear that everything I'm doing right now is planning and building into this giant failure. I know that that is a silly idea for someone my age to think about but as I get to know more and more people
the more I become disgusted and out of place.
Maybe it's supposed to be this way. I hope if there is some goal I'm supposed to reach I learn about it soon because I don't want to fail anymore. |
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| the funniest argument ever |
[Jan. 8th, 2009|06:31 pm] |
dis kid's retahhded
Nate Stiener
come out of the womb with a cell phone
Cait Cannon
Well that's impossible
Nate Stiener
obviously
Nate Stiener
im just waiting until they develop a way to just download information into your brain
Nate Stiener
you dont have to study and read
Cait Cannon
Realistically that won't happen
Nate Stiener
just plug in and you then know everything about the 1800's
Cait Cannon
Like time travel
Cait Cannon
Because it's not worth the risk
Nate Stiener
time travel is impossible
Cait Cannon
Alright Nate
Nate Stiener
rephrasing it
Nate Stiener
i read an article sayign time travel was impossible
Cait Cannon
But like the downloading information would probably require lots of brain surgery and that's not worth it
Cait Cannon
Even if time travel was possible they wouldn't do it
Cait Cannon
Because like
Nate Stiener
but wouldnt you like to just wake up and say hey im gonna learn how to fly a plane
Nate Stiener
and download
Nate Stiener
and now your a pilot
Cait Cannon
The Butterfly effect
Cait Cannon
No
Nate Stiener
never saw it
Cait Cannon
I wouldn't
Cait Cannon
Because have the satisfaction is the journey
Nate Stiener
well just cause you could download
Nate Stiener
doesnt mean you have to
Nate Stiener
so you could do a combionation of the two
Nate Stiener
if you liek learning about one thing do it but if you dotn want to learn math download it
Cait Cannon
I still think that that is the biggest waste of a scientific advancement
Nate Stiener
well what do you think they should develop then
Cait Cannon
A cure for cancer?
Cait Cannon
AIDS?
Cait Cannon
Diabetes?
Nate Stiener
well thats a different field of science
Cait Cannon
A better way to keep soil nutrient or purify drinking water in third world countries
Nate Stiener
im talkign technological advances
Cait Cannon
But the government funding should go to THOSE things
Cait Cannon
and not retarded fantasies
Nate Stiener
well what if you could download 15 years of medical knowlege to people in africa so that they can help
Cait Cannon
Or for technology, alter computer chip making machines so they don't ruin water forever
Cait Cannon
But like
Nate Stiener
and bring better health care to 3rd world nations
Cait Cannon
That would require so much wasted money and time
Cait Cannon
Instead of just doing it
Cait Cannon
Because plenty of people have the knowledge, fuck volunteers do the stuff that's required
Cait Cannon
Its just a matter of money
Nate Stiener
yea but theres only so many volunteers
Cait Cannon
There are actually a lot
Cait Cannon
The only problem with volunteering is the salary is meager to say the very least
Nate Stiener
you cant say there isnt a shortage of health care profesionals in 3rd world nations
Cait Cannon
I'm not saying that, I'm saying a country as advanced as we are should be sending health care professionals there instead of wasting money making dream like inventions that would take an unfathomable amount of time to develop
Cait Cannon
And like I said before
Cait Cannon
it would most likely require a lot of surgery
Cait Cannon
and no one would test shit like that because brain surgery is very risky as it is
Nate Stiener
true
Cait Cannon
Yeah
Nate Stiener
but there are people who risk their lives anyways
Nate Stiener
im sure there would be people who would try it
Cait Cannon
Yeah I'm sure people would love to surrender their bodies for life threatening and very painful procedures so they could be lazy and not learn things on their own
Nate Stiener
well what if someones got nothing left to lose
Nate Stiener
im just saying there would probably be people out there, maybe people out of their mind, but still volunteers to try it
Cait Cannon
You realize they would have to do it over and over, hundreds of times just to test
Cait Cannon
Are you even listening to your argument or are you just afraid to be wrong
Nate Stiener
no im listening to my argument and im not wrong
Nate Stiener
people have died in the past to develop new medical/technological practices
Nate Stiener
what makes you say that the future will be any different
Cait Cannon
Because the people that have died (the countless numbers you are basically pulling out of your ass) have died for advancements that are really helpful
Cait Cannon
Like medicine
Cait Cannon
Not
Cait Cannon
Being lazy fucks who can't pick up a book and learn something
Nate Stiener
lets count how many people have died in a car accident until we have developed a 100% safe vehicle
Nate Stiener
still hasnt happened
Nate Stiener
but still a highly useful technological advancement
Cait Cannon
Those aren't volunteers, that's not medicine, and its also a weak argument
Cait Cannon
Like people don't buy a car "LETS DIE TODAY!"
Nate Stiener
in the beginning they did
Cait Cannon
They buy a car because of its practicality and aid in transpirational purposes
Cait Cannon
and no they didn't
Nate Stiener
what about cars that are extremely unsafe
Nate Stiener
the first cars
Nate Stiener
people died in fires
Cait Cannon
because you can use dummies
Cait Cannon
and really
Nate Stiener
gasoline explosions
Nate Stiener
they didnt in the past
Cait Cannon
They werent that unsafe because they didnt really go that fast
Nate Stiener
thats new advances fixing problems
Cait Cannon
Give me statistics, Nate
Cait Cannon
You are basically saying
Cait Cannon
Because people tried out cars
Cait Cannon
They will definitely want their heads cut open, have wires and things that could possibly cause sepsis, risk retardation, and rejection of the objects causing life threatening tumors and SOOO much more
Nate Stiener
the people developing the first engines
Nate Stiener
yea
Nate Stiener
its risky
Nate Stiener
your playign with explosives
Cait Cannon
Nate, that's not at all the same thing
Nate Stiener
flamable materials
Cait Cannon
Not even in the slightest bit
Cait Cannon
You and I were talking about medical procedures
Nate Stiener
certain things that are great technological advancements were danegrous in the beginnings
Cait Cannon
Oh my god
Cait Cannon
Haha I'm done talking to you about this
Cait Cannon
This is honestly
Cait Cannon
the dumbest thing I've heard you say
Cait Cannon
Ever.
Cait Cannon
and its not worth getting heated over
Nate Stiener
hahaha
Nate Stiener
you are rediculous
Cait Cannon
SPELL RIDICULOUS FUCKING RIGHT
Nate Stiener
WHO THE HELL CARES
Nate Stiener
you knew what i meant deal with ti
Nate Stiener
it*
Cait Cannon
Hahaha deal with it
Cait Cannon
Okay
Cait Cannon
Because your poor spelling and grammar just kills me
Nate Stiener
then thats really sad that someones typing on a computer
Nate Stiener
even has the slightest impact on you
Cait Cannon
That was sarcasm
Nate Stiener
hard to tell on aim
Nate Stiener
you get so worked up over silly little things
Cait Cannon
I'm not worked up at all
Nate Stiener
you sound it
Cait Cannon
No, I just think your opinion is stupid
Cait Cannon
I'm fine
Nate Stiener
its my opinion and im entitled to have it and i personally think your opinion is also stupid
Cait Cannon
Alright congrats |
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| I'm the best imitation of myself |
[Dec. 29th, 2008|09:32 pm] |
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| | melancholy | ] |
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| | The Luckiest: Ben Folds | ] |
Today I decided I'm going to buy a lomo fisheye 2
I have the biggest nostrils in the world |
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| I should read more... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2008|10:54 pm] |
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1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman I've read the first one
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon !!
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo |
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| Professional Idiots |
[Dec. 21st, 2008|03:25 pm] |
I'm in my living room with snow continuing to flutter down outside watching a program about heavily tattooed folks. Now, I love tattoos and plan on getting my fair share when I turn eighteen. On the show, there is this MFer psychologist asshole explaining that everyone who gets tattoos has subconscious hatred towards someone in their past.
Now, books and professional experts are great, but this guy has no idea what he is talking about. Tribes have been doing ritual ink and scarification since wayyyy before any of this psycho bullshit came to being.
Suppressed Anger? Narcissism? Anger starved? This is bullshit
I like ink because I like colors. What's wrong with enjoying a splash of color on a canvas that is entirely our own.
I'm not a freak and I guarantee most people that get tattoos aren't freaks
And if you are a freak, then you are a freak with or without tattoos
I hate psychologists and all of that mind shit. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2008|08:47 pm] |
A
- Available: Yeah
- Age: 16
- Annoyance: My family
- Animal: Owl
B
- Beer: Stella Artois
- Birthday: May 7th
- Best Friend(s): Are pretty neato
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes, hands
- Best feeling in the world: Self acceptance
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf
- Best weather: It depends on the mood, right now I want summer
- Been in Love: Yes
- Been on stage: Yeah
- Believe in Magic: No
- Believe in Santa: No
C
- Candy: Candy Raspberries
- Color: Ocean colors
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexican
- Cake or pie: Pie
- Continent to visit: Europe
- Cheese: Pepper Jack
D
- Day or Night: Day
- Dance in the rain: Surely
E
- Eyes: Hazel leaning towards green
- Everyone's got: the ability
- Ever failed a class?: No
F
- First thoughts waking up: That I hate my alarm
- Food: Clementines
G
- Greatest Fear: Not getting into RISD
- Goals: Lose ten pounds
- Gum: Trident peppermint
- Get along with your parents? My dad, yes, my mom, sometimes
- Good luck charm: confidence
H
- Hair Color: Dark brown
- Height: 5' 5"
- Happy: Not at the moment
- Holiday: Bastille Day
- How do you want to die: Regularly
I
- Ice Cream: Black Raspberry
- Instrument: Tuba, trombone, bass, sax
J
- Jewelry: Rings and bracelets
- Job: Fuck the man
K
- Kids: No
- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing
- Keep a journal? It's a visual journal
L
- Love: is not something I'm going to get
- Letter: Q
- Laughed so hard you cried: Surely
M
- Milk flavor: NO!
- Movies: Beetlejuice, Rocky Horror, Trainspotting, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Life Aquatic
- Motion sickness? Yes
- McD’s or BK: Neither
N
- Number: 3
O
- One wish: Make it in the art world
P
- Perfect Pizza: Veggie Pizza
- Pepsi/Coke: Water
Q
- Quail: Quoi?
R
- Reason to cry: Sometimes you don't need a reason to just be pissed
- Reality T.V.: Sucks me in
- Radio Station: No
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Ohhhh yeaaaaah ;)
- Ring size: 6.5
S
- Song: Raindrops Keep Fallin' on My Head
- Shoe size: 9
- Salad Dressing: Balsamic Vinagrette
- Sushi: Yum
- Slept outside: I have indeed
- Smoked?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Shower daily?: Yes
- Sing well?: I try
- In the shower?: No
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries
T
- Tattoos?: Yes and more to come
- Time for bed: Now
- Thunderstorms: Should happen more often
U
- Unpredictable: My future
V
- Vacation spot: Ocean
W
- Weakness: Self consciousness
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None of them
- Who makes you laugh the most: Idk
- Worst feeling: Not being good enough
- Wanted to be a model: No
- Where do we go when we die? We rot just like everything else, entropy, yo.
- Worst Weather? Gray
X
- X-Ray: Glasses
- Ex's: Are assholes
Y
-Year it is now: 2008 killin' me dead
-Yellow: Submarine
Z
- Zoo animal: Owls
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? My cousin
2. You went to the mall with? My mom and José
3. You went to dinner with? Chris, Marc, and Clark if you could even call that dinner
4. You talked to on the phone? My dad :(
5. Made you laugh? Family Guy
6. Hugged you? My mom
7. Said they loved you? My dad
8. Held your hand? It's been a while
9. Spoke with? Jeannine
10. You cried over? Myself. |
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| alliteration abomination |
[Nov. 30th, 2008|12:10 am] |
Im like a jelly fish in reverse
i feel my body pumppumppumpropelling in the direction i intend to go, but as i graze by other moving, living, breathing, feeling things the tangled temperamental tentacles that embody my emotions explode, radiating energy in every direction, internalizing electric shocks of simple anger, aggresion, angst or what-have-you.
I'm jetting in this big void. blue and only blue encompass my brain
My cerebral chord being eaten and consumed with mammoth mental malignant tumors
I'm going to be sick
In one year of my young childhood life I experienced the true shock of something worth genuinely being upset about. Here, seven years later it consumes my thoughts
Eating the soft bloody tissues making up my brain
leaving black burn marks on the soft petals of unfinished and unmade memories.
Memories must feel like soggy petals, I'm almost sure of it
I'm afraid of the unidentifiable. I'm a stranger amongst friends
I repeat the same redundant rambling feelings in this stupid digitalized chronicling of god knows what and I'm getting nowhere. I've been running towards this glorified destination only to discover my tired feet have only been rhythmically pounding the treadmill of life, going nowhere and seeing the same bullshit.
No one reads this retarded corny shit anyway.
we're all wankers though. |
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| Your left, your left, your military left |
[Nov. 29th, 2008|05:11 pm] |
I hate driving
I HATE driving
Its not that I'm bad at it
I just HATE it. I've never hated any activity more than driving. It stresses me out and I fucking HATE stick shift because Im terrible at it and I hate things Im bad at
I hate driving.
I HATE DRIVING |
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| And I feel just like Jesus' son |
[Nov. 24th, 2008|07:25 pm] |
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| | Heroin: The Velvet Underground | ] |
Are we just sitting in the middle of two rail way tracks
one deciding a boring life involving nothing but a clean slate
and the other letting you dirty your jeans with grass stains while playing with the unknown
The mind is an amazing thing.
I should stop fucking with mine. |
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